Omniscient God...Infinite Potential!

"Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, and before you were born I consecrated you; I appointed you a prophet to the nations" 

~Jeremiah 1:5

Hey loves,

Before we get started, I would like for you to take a look at the video embedded below. This video is a major component of today's discussion:

Hopefully you watched the video, before reading on (if not, shame on you! lol!). In the video, Shaheen planned and practiced with one song in particular believing that it was his best. He decided to sing Amy Winehouse's song "Valerie" because everyone he knows loves the way that he sings the song. However, when he stepped on stage and began singing that song, he was quickly stopped by one of the judges, Simon Cowell. Now, if you have watched Simon in the past, you know that he is a stickler for perfection and can be quite annoying if you are a fan of the person that he is criticizing. This situation, however, was a little bit different from his typical criticism. 

Simon recognized very early in the song, that Shaheen was not performing well. Shaheen was focused on singing a popular song, and providing a good stage presence (he started strutting back and forth on stage while singing). Although, the crowd (and the other two judges on the panel) enjoyed the very short performance, Simon was not pleased. He asked Shaheen to choose another song that he likes to sing. Shaheen chose to sing Michael Jackson's song "Who's loving you". What happened next was amazing! Shaheen blew everyone away with his wonderful voice. He was more confident and sang from his soul. After he belted the first couple of notes, Simon smiled (obviously very pleased) and the crowd went wild.

Now I want you to put yourself in the place of Shaheen. He came into the situation believing that he was only capable of performing at a certain level. He did not bring his best to the competition because he didn't know that he was not performing at his best. We are the same exact way. We think that we are only capable of performing at a certain level, when in fact the Lord sees much more potential in us. We are often reluctant to step outside of our comfort zone because we are afraid of failure. We are comfortable doing what we think we are good at, but often times we fail to discover the talents and potential that God sees in us. 

God created each and every one of us. He knows the gifts that he has deposited in us and is saddened when we do not use them. Here are a couple of reasons why we do not use our gifts:

1. We are afraid 
2. We are unaware that we have them

 You may be asking this question: how do you learn about the gifts that God had given you? That's kind of a tough question to answer. Everyone for the most part has different gifts, but there is one gift that all believers in Christ have, the gift of the Holy Spirit. If you are struggling to learn more about what God has deposited in you, I encourage to seek guidance from the Spirit. Spend time with the Lord on a regular basis. Two to three hours a week on Sunday is not sufficient enough. You need to take time to GET AWAY and read the Word, and meditate on it (Jesus did it several times in scripture: Matthew 14:23, Mark 1:35-36, Mark 6:45-46, Luke 4:42, Luke 5:16, Luke 6:12, etc.). Talk to the Lord. Tell Him about your concerns. Have REAL conversations with Him. Don't focus on Christian cliches, or sounding eloquent in speech; talk to Him like you would a best friend. You don't have to change your way of speaking to talk to Him. Be real! If you are struggling with a concept or an idea, tell Him about it. If you are frustrated, let Him hear your frustration.

As you develop a stronger relationship with Christ, He will begin to reveal some things about your character, personality, skill set and faith. God is not only in the blessing business, He is also in the growing business. God wants us to grow in Him. As the growth continues, God will begin to provide you with divine constructive criticism. To learn more about Him and ourselves, we have to embrace that constructive criticism to get to the next level in our relationship with Him. If we embrace that criticism, we will be one step closer to discovering and developing our gifts. 

Going back to the video, recall that while Shaheen was singing the song "Valerie" the crowd went wild. However, once he was stopped by Simon, the crowd was very upset. Likewise, when God begins to reveal to you the gifts that you have, there are going to be some people that will not like what He is doing in your life. Understand right now that the growth process will be difficult (I am currently in it right now--> A New Direction: Now Entering the Spiritual Stretch Zone). There will be some that don't like the decision that you have made to grow closer with Christ. There will be some that will be mad that God has chosen you. However, once God is finished with you, He will be pleased and His name will be glorified through you. Both you and the world will be able to see the potential that God saw in you all along... You will switch from singing "Valerie" to "Who's loving you", just like Shaheen in the video. 

Are you ready to embrace and learn about the gifts that God has deposited in you? What gifts do you think God has deposited in you? Please comment below.

I love y'all for free,

nNb :-)

What Flavor are You?

Hey everyone!

The Lord has placed an awesome message in me that I am finally (after 3-4 weeks) sharing with you all. Instead of posting it in textual fashion, I decided instead to create a video blog post. Check out the video below:

I hope you enjoy it! Please let me know if it ministers to you!

I love y'all for free,
nNb :-)

God wants all of your Baggage...

"'Come now, let's settle this', says the Lord. 'Though your sins are like scarlet, I will make them white as snow. Though they are red like crimson, I will make them white as wool.'"

~ Isaiah 1:18 (NLT)

Hey everyone!

I was surfing Facebook today and came across this picture posted on the left. This was a least my 3rd time viewing it and in the past, having formerly shared it with a caption that read "Amen" under it. However, when I came across the picture again today, I had a slightly different reaction. The caption below the picture simply reads "release those bags" and shows a woman dropping baggage as she walks toward the cross. While at first glimpse, this picture can be uplifting, there is also an underlying message that has permeated our generation  that is represented in it that says that you have to "get right" become you can become a Christian.

There is a misconception that people should hold off on accepting Christ as their Lord and Savior until they get their life "together". This logic states that people should come to Christ in a state of perfection. However, the truth is that God wants us as we are right now! He loves each and everyone of us and wants to be in communion with us. A high rating on the index of raggedyness (yes, I just created that term, lol!) does NOT disqualify you from being able to have a relationship with Him. He wants the broken. He wants to heal you. God's not in the coping business, meaning that He's not about helping you live with your burdens. He's in the healing business! If you accept Him, your life will never be the same!

Now, let me make it clear that accepting Him into your life doesn't mean that everything will suddenly become peaches and cream, but you will be comforted and healed. Your interests, preferences, and tastes will change for the better (most times without you making those choices consciously). It's not about physically stopping sin, but it's about developing a genuine relationship with the Lord. It's not you that makes that change (to be honest, we can't do it ourselves) but Holy Spirit that's deposited in you leads and facilitates that change. You cannot release the baggage yourself, otherwise, you would have already done it. The Lord allows certain things in our lives (both good and bad) to bring us closer to Him. This means that your healing can only be facilitated by Him. Period. Go to Him and bring everything with you. He can heal you, but after you first acknowledge that you have these burdens and lay them down on the altar of the Lord. He can and will heal you, but first you have to come to Him as you are!

Make the decision today to go to Christ with all that you have: guilt, shame, fear, hurt, etc. Don't try to drop any of your baggage before you get to Him. Accept Him into your life right now and give Him ALL of you. I promise you that it will be the best decision that you will ever make!

I love y'all for free,
nNb ♥

30 Days of Pinspiration: Day 22

Day 22: Kim Brooks.

Check out my explanation here: 30 Days of Pinspiration: Day 22

Source: youtube.com via Michelle on Pinterest

I love y'all for free,
nNb ♥

30 Days of Pinspiration: Day 15

Day 15: Bronzegoddess01's Strawberry Letters

Check out my explanation here: 30 Days of Pinspiration: Day 15

Source: youtube.com via Michelle on Pinterest

I love y'all for free,
nNb ♥

30 Days of Pinspiration: Day 11

Day 11: My friends.

Check out my explanation here: 30 Days of Pinspiration: Day 11

Source: communityjournal.net via Michelle on Pinterest

I love y'all for free,
nNb ♥

30 Day of Pinspiration: Day 8

Day 8: Babies.

Check out my explanation here: 30 Days of Pinspiration: Day 8

Source: thegrio.com via Michelle on Pinterest

I love y'all for free,
nNb ♥

**Updates --> 10/31/12**

And we labor, working with our own hands. Being reviled, we bless; being persecuted, we endure.

I Corinthians 4:12 (NKJV)

Hey everyone!

I know it's been a LONGGG while since I have done an update, but I've finally taken out some time to share what's been going on in my life so far. Where to start...

As some of you might know, I'm currently attending the University of Maryland pursuing a masters in Minority and Urban Education. This transition has (up until recently) been completely Jesus led. Moving all the way from Detroit to Maryland has been a huge leap of faith, and although I am happy and excited for some of the things God is doing in my life, I'm also super worried about the future.

To describe my situation in a nutshell, God led me here, but once I got here my relationship with him waned because I started slacking. Although I am doing well in my classes, my anxiety has kicked up full force due to the fact that I was not talking to Jesus like I once had. At one point, I had a mini-breakdown because I didn't think that I was good enough to finish the program. I have a lot of trouble with reading a large amount of text in a short time frame because it takes me forever to comprehend the material. That stress really took its toll on me and started to effect my physical health.

In my infinite wisdom I decided to try alleviate my loneliness by seeking out potential male suitors online...needless to say, that did not go so well... I will say that God has really done a great work in me in that my preferences for men have DRASTICALLY changed in the last few years. After some really bad situations (some VERY recent...), the #1 priority is now to only date a man loves Jesus and puts Him first! Over the past couple of months, I have really been slacking when it comes to listening to God's instructions, and I have definitely paid the price. I have since shifted my focus back to following the Lord because I am truly lost without Him.

In these next couple of weeks, I will certainly be tested like never before. Midterms are beginning and I am now starting to throw together some of my abstract interests to some how formulate my masters thesis. I still have a long way to go, but I can say that for the first time in a LONG time, I am happy. Although I am stressed out and frustrated with the seemingly endless readings for class, I am in a place right now of sheer happiness. Despite all that I have gone through, God has really been revealing some important things to me. He has shown me that I have some very supportive friends that I love dearly. No matter what I am going through, I am grateful that I have so many God-fearing women praying for me and ministering to me (thanks ladies!!). I am truly blessed to have them in my life!

For the most part, I am really enjoying Maryland, despite the fact that there are cops EVERYWHERE and they seem to be gunning for the girl with the Michigan license plate (still need to switch over my registration). I am still a little homesick, but things are getting a lot better.

Before I go, there are some things that I would love for you all to join me in prayer for:

1. Jesus-led Masters degree pursuit
2. Spiritual & physical health
3. Celibacy
4. Finding a spirit-led church home

I hope to update you all soon with a praise report!

I love y'all for free,

nNb :)

The World's Reaction to Faithful Christians...

 "God makes everything happen at the right time. Yet none of us can ever fully understand all he has done, and he puts questions in our minds about the past and the future. (CEV)"

~Ecc 3:11

Hey everyone!

I know that it has been a LONGGG while since I've last posted...and I truly apologize. I will be posting an update blog post/video (haven't decided yet, lol!) soon.

The topic that I want to focus on today is the World's reaction to faithful Christians...
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When I woke up this morning, I took some time and went through my twitter feed and looked at some posts from my friends. As I was scrolling down, I came across a retweeted post from Paul C. Brunson directing people to a recent blog post of his entitled "His Timing Is Always Perfect". I took some time to read the post and was very inspired. To give a synopsis, Brunson was rushing in the morning to prepare himself for a meeting and came across every obstacle that he could imagine (including searching for toilet paper, which he so candidly shared, lol!). After he stepped out of the door, he realized that he was going to be late for his meeting because he still had to make one more stop at the dry cleaners to pick up his clothing and change, so he called to notify his appointment that he would be late. Mad at himself for being late, he starting beating himself up for not being a better judgment of time. As he was walking down the street to the cleaners, he was stopped by a police officer and told that he was lucky that he hadn't been walking down that street 15 min. earlier, or else he could have been shot. Brunson had just escaped being a victim in the Empire State Building Shooting.

The only thing that he had to say after that is that God's timing is PERFECT. That it truly is...All of his fumbling and obstacles that he faced during his morning routine, occurred for a reason, to keep him away from the disaster taking place at the Empire State Building. As I scrolled down to read the comments to his post, one in particular stood out. "You religious freaks have no sense of shame. It is all about you and HIM huh? F**k those victims who got shot.". You religious freaks? No sense of shame? Brunson is simply thanking God and sharing his revelation with the world. What upsets me most is that we are labeled as  "religious freaks" for trusting in God and sharing our faith.

This post might upset some people, but I don't really care. Christianity is NOT a religion, it is a RELATIONSHIP. Communion with the Almighty, All-knowing, All-Powerful God that I serve. I'm thankful for life as it has been given to me, because I didn't have to be here. God saw fit to keep me! God has a master plan, and EVERYTHING is designed to bring Him glory. Even if we as mere humans don't understand it. Period! Yes, there were victims of the shooting, but he was acknowledging that God protected  him from being one. He realized the severity of the situation and understood that he could have been another person shot if he had left at the time he originally planned for. We as Christians are not being selfish when we bring glory to God, we are praising Him anyway through the good and the bad!

Remember that our minds and thoughts don't even being to parallel those of God's! There are things that we don't and NEVER WILL understand about God and the things that He allows to happen in our lives, community, nation and world. We can rationalize it all we want to, but we will NEVER fully understand the workings of the Lord. All we can do is have faith and trust that every event that takes place happens for a reason. God knows what He is doing. Period.

Peace & blessings,
nNb :)

*Reflections* --> Embracing your Singleness...

"I want you to be free from the concerns of this life. An unmarried man can spend time doing the Lord's work and thinking how to please Him. But a married man has to think about his earthly responsibilities and please his wife. His interests are divided. In the same way, a woman who is no longer married or has never been married can be devoted to the Lord and holy in body and in spirit. But a married woman has to think about her earthly responsibilities and how to please her husband."

1 Corinthians 7:32-34

Hey everyone!

Lately I have really been struggling with the fact that I am single. I even started to believe that there were things wrong with me, because potential guys that had interest in me tended to fade away as quickly as they came. As I was trying to cope with my insecurities, I was seeing all of these couples frolicking and in love and it made me want to be in a relationship even more! In order to reduce my crying stress, that I needed to focus more on God. God revealed to me that He has plans for my period of singleness. While I am sitting here complaining and sad, God was trying to get my attention to tell me about the things that he wanted me to do...I was missing out on a major blessing!

Later on that week, I received an email from Kim Brooks' ministry for single ladies regarding her upcoming BlogTalk radio show entitled "What To Do While You Wait". This show was all about embracing your singleness, the very thing that I had been (and still am) struggling with! Praise be to God! God definitely sends confirmation through multiple mediums when He reveals something to you. I listened to the show and she ministered to my spirit so much that I couldn't help but share the show with others! The show is only 30 min and she uses scriptural support to deliver her message. I was truly blessed and I know that others will be too! Hang it there single ladies, God's got big plans in store for us as long as we seek Him and put our faith in Him!

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I love y'all for free,

nNb :)

Stepping out of my comfort zone...into GREATNESS!!!

I am always doing that which I cannot do, in order that I may learn how to do it.

~Pablo Picasso

Hey lovelies!

The City Year Step Team (of which I am apart of), was featured on the City Year Detroit blog. I was also interview for the post (first official time being interview, too cool!).  In it, I talk about my experiences in pushing myself outside of my comfort zone to learn how to do step moves. I was even blessed to voted the Step Master of the team w/o voting for myself and no prior experience--God works in mysterious and wonderful ways!! He took me through so many moments and that pushed me into my challenge zone that helped me grow tremendously. I gush about my experiences briefly on the post.

Take a look at the blog post below y'all!

http://cityyeardetroit.wordpress.com/2012/02/02/no-raggidyness/

Disclaimer: 

City Year Detroit is not affiliated with naturalNaijabeauty.com in anyway. The views expressed on this blog are my own and are not those of City Year Detroit. 

Peace,

nNb :)

*Reflections* --> I'm back!!!!

“Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind.” 

― William Shakespeare, A Midsummer Night's Dream

Hey everyone!

It has truly been an exciting hiatus for me! I've discovered so many new things about myself and I have grown so much over these past 40 days! I will say that I have learned some things that I do and don't like about myself and I am taking the time to reflect on those things now. The above quote encompasses a lot of my thought process during the last couple of weeks.

During my fast, I realized that God doesn't focus on what the world focuses on...while we look at credentials and outer appearance, God looks at the heart. He knows my thoughts, passions and dreams. He doesn't look at me and say that because you had a low g.p.a. out of undergrad, you are not good enough to do this or that... He sees me for who I truly am, His daughter! I take so much comfort and solace in the fact that I serve a God that loves me IN SPITE of me! Glory be to God! 

As I continued to reflect, God laid it on my heart (through a convo w/ my mentor) that I AM a world changer. God uses what the world will think is weak people (we even think this ourselves) to create major change. Think of Moses when he was told that he was selected to lead the Hebrews out of Egypt (Exodus 3:7-20), he doubted his own ability, but God did not. God saw in Moses what he didn't see in himself. Thinking about my own life, I want change urban education for the better and although I might not feel like my credentials display my passion and drive, I know that I serve a God who is able! He will make a way for me to carry out this gift of empathy towards others who grew up in similar situations as me. The bible says in 1 Samuel 16:7 that we should not judge people by their appearance (or superficial things). The Lord doesn't see things the way that we see them, but He looks at the heart.

So as I grow more and more each day, and wait for graduate school responses, I keep holding on to the fact that I am a world changer. I am committed and I will persevere no matter what! No man, not even myself can stop God from fulfilling His will. No one! I will leave you with this quote that I look at every morning before I leave for work:

“Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful, committed, citizens can change the world. Indeed, it is the only thing that ever has.” 

― Margaret Mead

Blessings to all,

nNb :)

*Reflections*--> Don't Gossip...Just Pray!

"I urge, then, first of all, that requests, prayers, intercession and thanksgiving be made for everyone— for kings and all those in authority, that we may live peaceful and quiet lives in all godliness and holiness. This is good, and pleases God our Savior, who wants all men to be saved and to come to a knowledge of the truth."  ~1 Timothy 2:1-4

Hey everyone!

In this video, I talk about the importance of praying for people instead of our natural reaction of gossiping about their situation. We are all sinners and all fall short of the Glory of God! Thank God for GRACE though!! Instead of bringing down others, we need to take the time to pray and help those in need of God's help. Hopefully this video touches and ministers to someone's situation. Check out the video below:

Peace & Blessings!
Michelle :)

Learning to Trust in God Series

Hey everyone!

It's been a while! I have really been doing some reflecting on my life and my purpose here on Earth...so I've been away for a while. I decided to do a series of 3 videos about this journey that I have been going through. I was and will continue to be completely transparent in this journey, allowing you all to see some parts of me that I used to hide. My hope is that my testimony will minister to someone who watches it. I'm no longer afraid of backlash, rejection or judgement by anyone that is on this Earth so please feel free to comment and write whatever you like in the comment box! I'll post the three videos below!

Enjoy!
Michelle :)

Part I:

Part II:

Part III:

*Reflections* --> Following God's Will For Your Life

"We can only learn to know ourselves and do what we can, namely, surrender our will and fulfill God's will in us."

~St. Teresa of Avila

Hey y'all!

As we are approaching the end of another year, many of us can say that we have had some high points and some low points. There have been trials and tribulations as well as moments of joy. If you are questioning whether you had any moments of joy, remember this: You are reading this post, that means that God woke you up this morning and for that you should be thankful and joyful :)

I for one am thankful for the fact that I graduated from the University of Michigan...low g.p.a. and all! That was nothing but God! I am thankful for having a roof over my head, despite the fact that I am struggling financially...again, nothing but God!

As this year comes to a close, and the City Year corps year drawing near the halfway mark, I became stressed about plans for next year. I started frantically researching graduate schools and checking requirements for admission. I had everything planned out...grad school for non-profit management, then a nice career in the non-profit industry. Afterwards, I would cry a little realizing that I don't have the "credentials" to gain admission to some of these schools that I am interested in.

After a very powerful sermon that I heard at church, I realized that this life is not mine. God has a will for my life. Here I was planning out my whole life...down to the amount of children that I wanted...and packaging the whole thing up and asking God to co-sign for me. It doesn't work like that...

I was reading my study bible and here was an insert that they placed in there to give people more insight:

"Jesus said anyone who wants to follow him must 'deny himself and take up his cross' (Mark 8:34). The cross meant suffering and death for Jesus. Does that mean that you'll suffer too?

The cross is more than a place where Jesus died. It is a symbol of our salvation and a symbol of God's will. The cross was God's will for Jesus. But your cross, God's will for your life, is different. What is Jesus telling you?

• Deny yourself. Choose what God wants, not what you want.
• Take up your cross. Do God's will each day.
• Keep on following Jesus.

Following Jesus will make a difference. The old you will be left behind, and you will become a new and beautiful person in Jesus."

After reading that passage, I have decided to leave my life to God. I will follow His will, even if that means that I will have to scrap that whole lifestyle I envisioned for myself. The way I see it, if Jesus knew no sin, and was completely righteous and my righteousness is the equivalent of filthy rags AND I am still seen as righteous through the blood of Jesus, what right do I have to deny God my life?! Absolutely none! He sacrificed His son for a wretch and a sinner like me! What an awesome and amazing God!

I will wait on the Lord and follow his will and I will put my desires on the back burner. I know that God has got sooo much in store for me, that if I follow his will, he will pour down so many blessings on me!

He will do the same for you as well as long as you have FAITH and SURRENDER yourself to him!

With love,

nNb :)

*Video Blog Reflection* 11-15-2010

Hey y'all!

It's been a while since I've done my last video blog, so...

Here 'tis:

Make sure to rate, comment and subscribe!!!

peace,

nNb :)

*Reflections* --> Dealing with stressful situations

"Give your stress wings and let it fly away."

~Terri Guillemets

Happy hump day everybody!!!

That's right, it's Wednesday! This time of the week can be very stressful with all the assignments, projects and activities people have on their plates. This is just a friendly reminder that...

THE WEEK IS ALMOST OVER!!!

Things may be stressful but just hang on!!! Remember that everything that you go through was ordained by God to help make you a better person. Don't let difficult situations get you down and make you bitter.

This week is really stressful for me because we have a big service project coming up this Saturday. The bulk of my frustration occured about 30 min ago after one of our team meetings. Although there seems to be a lack of direction during the planning process, I have to remember that things will get better. Once the project is completed, we get to take a step back and look at all of our wonderful work. Take this advice to heart and lets work together to reduce our anger and stress for the rest of the week!

peace,

nNb :)

Why is Violence the "Norm" in Our Society???

Disclaimer: The views expressed in this blog post are not those of City Year or any of its affiliates. These views are simply mine and I am just using my blog to express MY opinion...

Hey everyone,

Today I feel compelled to comment (vent) about the current epidemic of violence in our society. As you all know, I am a corps member in City Year Detroit for the 2011 FY. I work in one of the roughest public high schools in the city. This week has been a rather challenging week for myself as well as my team. Just this week alone, I witnessed fights as well as heard about fights in the vicinity of the school. I witnessed one of my students get escorted out of the school in handcuffs and lastly, there was a shooting outside of my school today. While talking to some of the students, most of them seemed unfazed by the escalating violence in their school. Even after the shooting, I didn't get a sense of panic and fear from the students, I got a vibe of indifference and apathy. This brings me to my main question: Why is it that our society is so apathetic to the growing violence in our neighborhoods?

The shooting that occurred outside of my school was the result of a fight that escalated to someting more serious. From my observations, students tend to "play-fight" with their friends and slam one another on the floor and horse around until someone actually gets hurt. Once this injury happens, all joking ceases and the students actually begin fighting... Students in the surrounding areas rush towards the location of the fight, often harming one another to get a good view of the fight. The worst part of the entire ordeal is that the "beef" never ends! Once someone is beaten in a one-on-one fight, they call their friends to go back and attack the other person again, sometimes even wielding a weapon! These rivalries are long-lasting and often end up in multiple injuries.

Why we allowing this to happen in our community?! Why can't we as a society, come together and prevent this nonsense from occurring? We tend to care more about the negative influences in the media rather than the positive ones...we have students that can quote entire rap stanzas but struggle to spell words with a difficulty wayy below their grade level. When will this madness end?!

Feel free to respond to my post below, on my twitter (make sure to mention @natNaijabeauty) or on my Facebook (Michelle Nkechi Udeli)

Updates!!!

Hey y'all!

It's been a longgggg time since I've done a post of any sort. To all my followers, I truly apologize for the delay. So much has happened in such a short time span, both good and bad and I am excited to share all of it with you :) Rather than bore y'all with lots and lots of text, I decided to relay the information in the way I do best...you guessed it, VIDEO BLOG POST!!! In addition to this video, I will be doing a lot more blog posting, artist spotlights and I will RESTART and COMPLETE my weight loss journey! So much excitment to come your way so keep it posted!

Here's the vid. Make sure to comment below and follow me on Twitter: @natNaijabeauty :)

Peace -n- love,

nNb :)

Video Blog Update!!

Hey lovelies,

Here's a quick update vid that I made yesterday.



Enjoy y'all!
Peace,
nNb Y